March 19th, 2012 will mark the 15th year of my “creative venture that couldn’t be done”. Amazon Kindle just put up my 15th anniversary compilation book, but the 13th anniversary continues to sell better. That’s okay. It was never supposed to happen. In fact I wasn’t suposed to be able to do it. So many said so. And that’s why I smile as I type this.
Walther Bagehot once said, “The greatest pleasure in life is in doing what people say you cannot do”.
Walt Disney said, “It’s kind of fun to do the impossible.”
Edison, Einstein, Thoreau, Emerson, Galileo, Michelangelo, Da Vinci, Dali, and many other writers, artists, and, you name it, have similar themes that run through their most famous quotes that is, “There is great pleasure in doing what everyone said couldn’t be done”.
I’ll preface the rest of this blog with, “I don’t put myself even close to a league of any of the aforementioned giants, please trust me on that..I’m not that grandiose”. I can honestly say, that most of them were “spiritual mentors” and/or were and continue to be influences.
I was born into a family in which I was expected to be “heir to the throne” of a family business; a family real estate business.
I used to joke that when I was born, the nurse put me in my mom’s arms and said, “Congratulations, Ms. London, it’s a Realtor.”
That used to cause a resentment for me, but now that I see the whole picture, and why God, the Universe or whatever caused it to happen, all I can say is “thank you, thank you, thank you. I couldn’t have dreamed this life. Is it perfect? No. But it is very very good, and I really could not have imagined it.
I was no good at real estate (nor much else) as I had a rare disease that affects the vagus nerve and there was no treatment (had it all my life) in which the vagus nerve, the largest nerve in the body, does not function, or barely functions. It is often misdiagnosed for depression, mental illness etc. It’s neither.
I was told I had garden variety depression for 28 years and treated for it. I didn’t have it and no treatment was helping me improve.
About 1998, I read an article in New Yorker Magazine on clinical trials for a new implant called theVagus Nerve Stimulator or VNS made by a firm in Houston called Cyberonics. It had been approved a decade earlier for TRE (Treatment Resistant Epilepsy) but was not yet approved for TRD (Treatment Resistant Depression) which is a misnomer as it is not depression at all, but merely mimics it. It is estimated that about 20 million people have it who think, as do their doctors, that they have depression or schizophrenia or bipolar or “name your poison” but they don’t Most of them have never heard of VNS and very few of their doctors have either.
I had to wait another seven years to get the treatment and do a lot of pre-planning. Some of it included contacting Cyberonics and getting a caseworker before FDA approval. The other was let the doctors know the meds and talk therapy was not working so they would try a variation of many different ones, just to be sure it was not depression, as eventually (if it really is depression), it would improve with at least one of the variations. It never did.
On January 25th, 2005, I woke up from the surgery at St. Vincent’s Hospital in Little Rock. A week later, all the “depression” was gone; mainly because it had never been depression in the first place. I am not certain which was more painful while fighting the disease before having the implant, the disease itself, or the punishment from a very superstitious culture who felt people didn’t get such diseases unless they had distanced themselves from God. I had to live with that pnishment from so many ignorant people on top of fighting the disease which was being incorrectly diagnosed and treated as such.
I was very lucky. Not many in the U.S. received the treatment when the FDA opened a very short window for it. The large pharmaceuticals and even the American Psychiatric Association, and insurance giants fought it vigorously, and with that much power, the FDA made it virtually impossible to get, unless someone can shell out $50,000. So only a few of us got it when it was covered. It is still not impossible to get it (even covered if one needs it), but they must be willing to try nearly every modicum of treatment for depression there is and have a Cyberonics caseworker monitoring his/her progress or lack thereof.
I have no resentments from that though. Had all that not happened, I would not have been able to “do the impossible”; all the things people, including family, said “he’ll never do”. “He shames us” was the word I often heard from mutual friends of my other blood family. “He’s lost his way. If he’d just go to the right church and really pray”. Some of the armchair diagnosis was so ridiculous that they were almost funny, if they’d not been so sad. It made me wonder how they treated their own family who ran into issues in which the doctors did not have answers. Thank God I had the common sense to move close to one of the top 12 research hospitals in America, University Of Arkansas Little Rock. St. Vincent’s is on their campus. Had I not, and not received the VNS implant, I am positive I would have left this planet at least a decade ago. I am a very blessed man.
So what were the consequences of finally getting the right diagnosis and treatment? I returned to school and learned a great deal about business information management, digital design, and IT marketing.
I took LTCartoons to heights that no other offbeat cartoon has even come close. Of course in any case where someone starts “looking good” like I did, there were many others behind the scene. I will elaborate later. In just eight years LTCartoons.com became Google’s #1 ranked offbeat cartoons and funny gifts on the Internet. Then MS opened Bing and within a week we not only were ranked #1 there too, but own the whole first and most of their second search page. We have remained #1 on both ever since and it is now 2012; seven years later.
My main site LTCartoons.com now has 5500+ mostly color cartoons and my various online stores showcase app. ¼ million licensed gifts and collectibles bearing our imagines. I say “our” because that was what I was talking about…others making me look good. Most cartoons we see today in the paper are teams these days. The lone cartoonist still exists, but the teams are just as prevalent. I am the concept guy, writer and “blueprint guy..that is the designer of the cartoons, describing details etc and assigning each to the appropriate illustrator) who I know can render it best. Then I begin digitally designing the products. I have our main manufacturer 3Drose to thank, Zazzle, Amazon and Printfection to thank for that. Also who would have thought Amazon and Sears Marketplace would be my primary partners? If you’d told me that even a decade ago, I would have suggested therapy (for you).
I have a very sweet kind wife who loves me as I love her. We have a mutual respect for each other too and many similar interests. Yes we have issues on which we disagree but the positive far outweighs the negative. We are in similar businesses (both design) and though she’s a nature photographer and mountain hiker, I am not a photographer, but an avid hiker and nature lover so we enjoy many long mountain hikes together.
We both share a love of God and a similar perception of Him. We don’t push that philosophy and/or ideals onto others, but that adds more bond to our bonding. We both care about life, all life, human and animal. We’re both vegan and eat organic foods most of the time. We started mid-life (as well as hiking) but hey, better late than never. And for it was after 2 major heart attacks and for her after surviving cancer. So we are proof that it is never too late to start anything new.
I have two books out now. Londons Times Cartoons 13th and 15th anniversary and both Amazon and Barnes & Noble sell them as well as many independent book stores around the world. Lee has a beautiful photography book out “The Nature Of Love” with similar sellers.
Around 1994, I read a very good book on the psychology of creative entrepreneurialism that I think was called “Blue Thunder” or something like that. I read something in it that I really didn’t believe at the time. I was forty years old. It said that almost anything you’ve done in your life and career up until age fifty doesn’t even count because the mind of modern man and woman really doesn’t develop enough (for the majority of people) until age fifty, at which time we are all infants in whatever path we are taking), so take it slow, but take it surely.
I now not only believe that, I know that to be true. I might add, many of my friends have either retired or semi-retired at age fifty or sixty; or, slowed way down. I look at life in an opposite way. I believe it is a time to try what you were frightened to try when you were younger. I don’t mean be careless or reckless but try something different.
If you’ve always wanted to go back to school, there’s no excuse not to now. There are plenty of grants, low interest loans and accredited online colleges now. Skydive. Plant a garden. Start a business. Have no money? Start an Internet business. Don’t know how to start an Internet business with little or no money? Go to Amazon.com or Barnes & Noble sites and type into their search engines “How to start an Internet business with little or no money”. There are plenty good ones written on the topic.
I started mine 15 years ago this March 19th with about $300, and no home or car. I now have a home and car and don’t have any idea how much my Internet business are worth, but I imagine a good bit. My wife and I don’t have debt because we’ve paid for everything. We use debit cards rather than credit cards and save all the interest our peers are paying out each month. We scaled down. We live smaller but we live a lot happier.
At first these changes were very difficult. All change is difficult, even positive, especially as we get older. But as time went by, and we started seeing the advantages, there was and is no turning back. Life is not about keeping up with the Jones’ anymore. What a sad waste of time. Life is about service, fun, learning to love oneself, and trying to live in the most spiritual way one can, and that part I can’t explain as that is personal between oneself and his/her perception of God. Good luck everyone. Whatever it is, if you take it a step at a time, and are okay with some obstacles and/or rejection, you are well on your way to whatever you ever wished or dreamed. Really.
I am a goofy vegan mountain man who loves life, my work, my wife, and the mountains of Arkansas. I founded Londons Times Cartoons (LTCartoons.com) & Funny Gifts in 1997 and it has been #1 on the Internet since 2005. I love to design. I don’t only design offbeat cartoon merchandise, but serious famous quotes gifts at my RickLondonWisdomShop.com and LoveQuoteGifts.com which contained my licensed images of famous persons with their famous quotes on gifts, tees, mugs etc. My two cartoon books are available at Amazon.com (on both coffee table and Kindle) and Barnes & Noble. I like dogs. I like cats. I love wildlife, nature, hiking and anything outdoors. My beautiful talented wife Lee (see above) is a talented nature photographer and has the blog HikeOurPlanet.com I don’t have depression. I’m very blessed Thank you G-d.